I got a Job! It’s at a Movie Theater! I freakin love it! It’s very much the same as my Disney Job. Only I am near my family and I get to see Link after work. Instead of coming to an empty home with no one to welcome me. I am getting paid more too and even have more free time to draw Manga and make Youtube videos.
The Panic Attacks.
Sometimes I have nightmares I am stuck in a state I never heard of and with no one I know. I didn’t go to Youmacon 2011 because I was scared to travel during that time. I could barley leave my home.
While I was at Disney I always had dreams I was in Chicago and now that I am home, I feel like if I go to bed I’ll be back in Florida and it was all in my head. I hold onto my bed and pillow very tightly and always check if my dog Link is there. I don’t want to wake up in Florida and live there anymore. I know it’s all in my head and I should get over it now but I can’t help it. But I know in time it will soon pass.
But Life seems to be going good. Very Good!
I have set dates on when I’ll finish my story-boards, final drafts and final inks so I can self-publish my Manga by mid Summer 2012~ It’s like a second job, except this one goes on day and night xD but I love it. I promise to post some art and sketches on DA soon.
I saw breaking Drawn.
Yes I am a fan of Twiight, and what!? The endding of the movie made me cry. Almost everyday I think how awesome it be to be a vampire. I would have forever to become a better artist, travel, learn every language and do everything I want for this world without a time-limit. But it’s just a fantasy dream. And I already can’t age so Im somewhat of a vampire now! Haha! I am keeping myself busy everyday. I hate not accomplishing something each day.
I have a very busy life. Because I want to change the world.