omg this summer has been crazy!

I feel bad because I have SOOO many Youtube ideas and I can’t do them yet.

At the moment I have 2 jobs. And I also work on my art on the side. While paying tons of bills each month.

I am going to update this website alot now this summer. I have lots to share with you all!

And I still got to talk about Japan! It was AMAZING!!! I recorded over 136 clips of my trip. you know it will be on youtube! lol just will take a while to edit lol

talk to yo laters!!

Hey guys,

Haven’t updated here in a while. Been so busy with 2 jobs and making youtube videos. X_X

good news!!! no more panic!!! <3

But I hope to get one more. Im taking mini lessons on website building so I can post forums/chatrooms and stuff on here. I want to make this website as gay-friendly as possible, a place where teens and young adults can come and talk to when they have no one. All the stuff that has been happening with gay teens really effects me, and I want to do anything I can to help them. And to make new friends. That is my main goal.

-Joey

I got a Job! It’s at a Movie Theater! I freakin love it! It’s very much the same as my Disney Job. Only I am near my family and I get to see Link after work. Instead of coming to an empty home with no one to welcome me. I am getting paid more too and even have more free time to draw Manga and make Youtube videos.

The Panic Attacks.

Sometimes I have nightmares I am stuck in a state I never heard of and with no one I know. I didn’t go to Youmacon 2011 because I was scared to travel during that time. I could barley leave my home.
While I was at Disney I always had dreams I was in Chicago and now that I am home, I feel like if I go to bed I’ll be back in Florida and it was all in my head. I hold onto my bed and pillow very tightly and always check if my dog Link is there. I don’t want to wake up in Florida and live there anymore. I know it’s all in my head and I should get over it now but I can’t help it. But I know in time it will soon pass.

But Life seems to be going good. Very Good!

I have set dates on when I’ll finish my story-boards, final drafts and final inks so I can self-publish my Manga by mid Summer 2012~ It’s like a second job, except this one goes on day and night xD but I love it. I promise to post some art and sketches on DA soon.

I saw breaking Drawn.

Yes I am a fan of Twiight, and what!? The endding of the movie made me cry. Almost everyday I think how awesome it be to be a vampire. I would have forever to become a better artist, travel, learn every language and do everything I want for this world without a time-limit. But it’s just a fantasy dream. And I already can’t age so Im somewhat of a vampire now! Haha! I am keeping myself busy everyday. I hate not accomplishing something each day.

I have a very busy life. Because I want to change the world.

"The creator of Yugioh" I send him this letter through his site. Hope he gets it ^.^

ご感想・お問い合せ
 Mr. Takahashi, 

Ive always enjoyed your work since it first appeared on in 2001 in America. I
never had any friends cause i always got bullied. after seeing ur show, I made a
puzzle like yugi's and even wished for a real friend like him too. But few
months after I made my wish I made 2 amazing friends who are still with me.

I always loved art, i was the kid who got introuble for drawing in class. I knew
i always wanted to be a artist, just didn't know what kind. your work truly made
me want to become a real manga-artist. I just finish a 4 year degree in
Illustration last week too. 

My real name is Rebecca but it never felt like my name, everyone started calling
me Joey "jounouchi's english name" cause they said i look/act just like him.
"airhead..."

but its been my name fore 8 years now.

anyways sorry if i wrote too much, i just wanted to thank you for changing my
life. 

-Joey 

I will be honest the thought of it scares me. Not because of failure but because I know most places it’s looked down on. And Said to have looked the same. For about a year 1/2, I gave up my manga ways and just the beginning of this year I got back to it. I used to be scared ti even read manga during class much less even say it out loud..I tried comic book, other cartoon, and even realism styles. But they just made me want to hurry up and get the assignment over with when I started. I was trying to impress my teachers for a long time and tried to get rid of my style that fur-fills me.Last year, fall 2010 semester I have finally figure out my line work and style and I couldn’t be happier. People say im about to graduate and it’s already too late in the game. Well, I say it’s too late once you’re dead.

Im just going to do what feels right and stop trying to impress the whole damn world. I know Im going to stun the world, anyone could just never stop drawing. Don’t let a day pass where you don’t draw something. Once I finish school the real work begins and Im going to work day and night and finally get my first mini manga self-published. I want/will become a Manga Artist~. I got this~

if all fails, i can just sell my hair on youtube! JK!! XD